Someone from Three Years Ago

Tired, bored, feeling empty and after all, weird afternoon. Not like any other afternoon I’ve spent during this pandemic and this work from home, this afternoon seems to be different. I don’t know why this time it feels like I don’t know what to do next, I have done my work and there is no scheduled meeting until the rest of the day nor things with close deadline. So, I think it’s ok to have some rest. I lay down to my soft & fluffy bed. This 38"W x 80"L bed with a super soft bedcover will help me got a beautiful sleep within few minutes for sure. But before that, I think want to check my Instagram while trying to be sleepy. It’s been couple of months since I deleted this app. So, I think it is ok to check it a bit to know what is going on in the world of Instagram, and I promise myself to delete this app again after that.

And there she is, the very first post appear on my Instagram feed, I guess Instagram algorithm still remember the person that I like the most on Instagram. Self-love, Duchenne smile, be happy, what kind of man in the world who is not gonna give a double tap to that kind of post from a beautiful girl like her. No doubt, for me she is pretty so that I felt I was so attracted to her at the very first sight I saw her three years ago (Just try to be not straightforward to say that I fell in love with her at the very first sight). But now she looks even more beautiful than that time, it is like her beauty is compounded from the three years back. And she got me for the second time that I decided to take a risk and make a move to approach her. But How? I just have a few minutes of conversation when I met her for the first time in an event three years ago, no more conversation after that. Start to chat through Instagram direct message, send a special gift or ask her friend’s help, and other ideas keep coming to my head on how to start my move. It must weird for me and more weird for her. But yeah, I just take notes on my whiteboard, that I will make a move with this girl so when I wake up I won’t forget about this plan. So excited to start.